In the middle of the novel, we learn a lot about Dimmesdale's character. For instance, we see his weakness. He can never seem to get out how he's really feeling. In a moment of weakness, Dimmesdale sees all of the community judging him. Hawthorne writes, "It is the unspeakable misery of a life so false as his, that it steals the pith and substance out of whatever realities there are around us, and which were meant by Heaven to be the spirit's joy and nutriment" (133). Dimmesdale knows that his life seems to be a joke. He understands the consequences of his previous actions, and he can also predict the severe judgement that goes with it. He knows exactly what direction he is heading in, but he does nothing to stop it. He is too scared to try and fix the problem he has created for himself. Obviously, due to his physical ailment, we know that he is weak in the physical sense. However, through his actions involving the truth about his crime, we see that he is also weak when it comes to personality and mentality.
In this portion of the novel, we also see some symbolism connected with Dimmesdale. One major symbolic object is Dimmesdale's glove. Somehow, Chillingworth stumbled across a glove, and Dimmesdale recognized it to be his. According to Chillingworth, "'A pure hand needs no glove to cover it!'" (143). The only one that needs a glove is the Devil because of all of his impurities. This illustrates how Dimmesdale's character is representative of the Devil. This also provides more clues as to what role Dimmesdale plays in Hester and Pearl's life. Although he hasn't just come out and admitted it yet, it is clear that Dimmesdale has committed some horrible crime that he will forever punish himself for. Once we hit chapter fourteen, the gloves come off and the truth comes out.
This is the part where I get to say I told you so. There is no doubt that Dimmesdale is Pearl's father. Although he still cannot muster the courage to admit this to the community, he has an encounter with Hester, and they delve into their feelings a little bit. Readers really do learn that Foster was right when he said that an illness is more than just being sick. For Dimmesdale, his illness is representative of the poor mark on his reputation because of his sins. Chillingworth highlights this illness when he comes around. It is obvious that both Dimmesdale and Chillingworth suspect something about each other. When Hester finally tells Dimmesdale that Chillingworth was her husband, Dimmesdale said, "'I did know it!'" (175). Clearly, this illness is more than just some chest pains. This is the pang of guilt Dimmesdale constantly faces, as well as the struggle to continue on with life.
One of the biggest giveaways that Dimmesdale is Pearl's father is when Hester says, "Your sin is left behind you, in the days long past" (173). No other character has really hinted at the possibility that Dimmesdale is Pearl's father; however, when Hester makes this comment, it becomes clear that she knows something about Dimmesdale that no one else does. And what does she know? She knows that Dimmesdale is Pearl's father. They still have not come right out and said it, but I'll be extremely surprised if I really am wrong. There is no other logical explanation for all of the things happening, so I'm going to continue to think my idea is the right answer; that this was my aha! moment, and I really understood it.
Now it's time to finish the rest of this novel. It's been great so far, and I'm excited to finish out this journey with Hester, Dimmesdale, Pearl, Chillingworth, that dog over there, the person making the coffee, and the editor of that one magazine. Needless to say, I'm intrigued and ready to see where these characters are headed.